I slept so good last night. Dzaaamn. For some reason when I told myself I'd study for my math test, I fell asleep instead. Haha. B wore me the fuck out the past couple days ! Weell iss coo tho cus I never get to sleep in and I finally got some hours in. Yesterday tho, wifey and I had a hotline talk bout how silly bitches be actin nowadays. And how you can trust none of these bitches cus of how they act and how they represent themselves. Why is it so hard for girls to be real nowadays ? I mean tho type of bitches that have the initiation to admit their faults and see what they did wrong, but naah bitches nowadays, they try sugarcoatin shit, bein all talk and triena make themselves higher than what they really are. HA ! Just like j-Lo I ask myself, "aint it funny"

Momma told me to keep distance from fake bitches. And I shall obey orders. Hahahaha.

Anyways ! The semesters over, ina month. Thank god ! Iuno when the summer semester starts, but I know I gota pick my shit up and get to it. I wana take a pilates class or suin at schoo. I NEED SOMETHIN TO KEEP ME ACTIVE. Shiet.

OH SHIT, I just realized, april 3rd is the snowboarding trip, and thas me and brians anniversary ! Ahh fuck, im hella fuckin up. Damn man. Iuno if ima fucks wid the trip then. Man, I feel hella bad I just now realized that shit. Wtfuck is goin on wid me !? Hahahahaha. Im just a lil dazed cus I keep thinkin bout LA. Haha

Trina called me last night while I was sleep, hahaha. Bitch stay screamin in my ear and shit. Triena wake up her own neighbors as well as mines. Hahaha. Whatta crazy ass bitch. Trina, if you read this, I MISS YOU HOE ! Hahaha. Remember when we went to the state fair and some bitch walked up to the counter thinkin it was her order and you slipt infronta her and said, "Mines bitch !" hahahahahahhaahhahahahahahahahahaha, that shit is still funny til this day.

Okaay, I'll say summo shit later. Toodles ! [Sayin that shit reminds me of my nephew and the mickeymouse clubhouse] hahaha, the fuck.

:(

Even tho these songs have no relation to me- CUS BABYS BEEN MAKIN ME HAPPY, the thought of these songs makes me sympathetic to people to DO have relations to these songs. Depression is so common esp at this age when people are full of emotions, but the reason why they feel that way, is cus they dont have that specific type of motivation, which makes me wana do what i wana do as a career. Counsel relationships and marriages. Motivational speaker. To tell people that they dont have to struggle or suffer off a certain situation cus they KNOW what good they have in their life, but they focus their mind otherwise. i've seen and witness many depression actions and what they do and how they live their life, I DONT WANT THAT IN ANYONE'S LIFE. "You only have one life, but a million ways to live it."

DAMN THOOOO, these songs. got me heartmoved.





WOOOOO, maricres and maryann santa ana be shittin thoooo. iuno who that dude is, but he pretty coooo.

MACLAB.

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man, i hate online homework. those teachers that make you go outta your way to go ona computer to do some freakin homework just cus they're too damn lazy to print that shit and grade it themselves. hahaha, nah honestly, i wouldnt wana print 500+ papers and grade em either.

I had my english midterm today. iuno how i did, but for me to study 2 weeks straight wid 90+ flashcards, I BETTTA HAD PASSED THAT SHIT ! my teacher seen me studyin before the test and she looked at me hella crazy. i, myself thought i was crazy goin though them flashcards 3 or 4 times a day. UGHHH.

i'm tired. and i should be focusing on homework right now. i just got done typin up two 2 page essays. and a reflection essay about stupid nature things. wthhhhh. hahaha. all i really want ? is for spring break to come up and i can git my ass to LA already ! fuck. is that so much to ask !? i'm dyyyyyin. and i got work this weekend and on topa that, i might be on that city hype cus you knowwww it aint a good weekend unless im wid my girls.

SPRING BREAK, SPRING BREAK, SPRING BREAK. Alla this hardwork, is for them lil vacay trips wid my girls and baby thas soon to come. I CANT WAIT !

"There aren't enough hours ina day"

A busy ass day, once again. And ona schoonight ? Haha

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Spent the first night wid baby and started the night wid a big smile on my face =) baby and I been busy wid schoo and work and finally found some time for just US.

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The 90+ study cards for my fuckin english midterm tomorrow. And I pretty much got my shit down to exact. But shit les just hope I remember by tomorrow hence the fact that I'm still wid B tonight =) fuckkk. Haha.

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Went and fucked wid the oil change at jiffylube but only for an oil change. Don't fuck wid nothin else ! Watch the youtube jiffylube scam. Makes you wana do shit on ya own insteada payin for shit that don't even happen.

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Damn tho, me and baby really did hella shit today. Went everywheeeeere. Ona random hype too, we didn't even plan today and today fadamnsure wasn't no special occasion to be celebrated you feel me. Hah

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Visited my family's newly bought and paid house. Nomore moving around for me and moms. Finalllyyyy settling down. Ahhh, hahah. But wtfuck, creekside ? Haaaail nah.

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Old sacramento visit. Thanksbaby :D

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And even the muthafuckin downtown plaza. Got me some f21 sunglasses and accessories for my LA trip =) whas goooooood (: hahaha.

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And on THAT note, I say my goodnights. Dueces hoe ! Im wid baby again tonight and damn it sure feels damn good to have him at my side (: my man stay down fo me. Ughhh, I fuckin love him.
This cutie !

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4 months old and this lil man looks like he's one years old ! He don't even cry. But he drools helllaaaaa. Them lips don't support him much cus the drool falls out like a river ! Fam parties are crazy now tho. I swear I got like every major asian race. Vietnamese, japanese, chinese -due to my "stepmother" that I don't even consider family- and filipino. Imagine the different varieties of food ! Imagine how many times they gota cook rice ! Fuuuuck maaan. Hahaha.

Too focused.

Damn it amazes me how I manage to stay concurrent by juggling more than one priority atta time. Everyday I always got hella shit to do and at the enda the day, when issall done I be feelin damn good. Last night baby was up playin video games and alla that nonsense, but was I gona stay up and wait fa him to go to sleep ? Haail nah. Hahah, I KO'd on his ass ! =) sowwy baby. I woke up late this morning, but in record time I did my haair, got dressed, brushed my teeth and did my eyeliner and alla that goodshit. And I still got starbucks. Muthafucka im illlllin. Hahaha. Anywhooo. Last night hella fam was drinkin and shit, triena get me to stay and chill wid em. But damn, I gota study at least two hours per night two weeks before a test for me to understand my shit completely. I may not be the smartest bitch, but I do try more than most to get whas done. I gota midterm on thurs. So yalready know I gota get shit done. Ya girl bought flashcards and everything. And they bright colored too ! Fucks wid it =) I know by doin good on my tests and in schoo, ima feel better to go places and reward myself by doin thangs I like. LA ?! Ayyyeee. Works been triena fuck me over wid hella hours and tho I'd like to have the hours, I gota focus on schoo. Cus I know inda long run ima be gettin moooo' money bruh ! Recommended for a keyholder position, but damn I can't even do it. I already put enough hours at the workhouse and now they triena get me to devote my life there, hahaha. Fuckalla that.

Baby and I been doin reaal good. We both on our grind so we can afford our dream house and be financially able to have our future together =) right baby ? Ughhh, I love my man. I know we got our differences but baby I know thas how we learn from eachother. No matta what we got 87 years together to love eachotha, hahaha. Don't ask how we got that number. But yawwwmm.

Man tho, re-evaluating friends is easy fa me nowadays. I went through tons of fake bitches and bitches who be feelin themselves too much in highschoo to get me started instantly. Hahahaha. "WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU IS ?!" hahahah. Maayn. Iss whatever. Some of these bitches aint even on my level to fuck wid me so why should I give them the time. I surround myself wid those who got the same goal as me and alla that hype shit, AINT ME. Cus bitch I got my own ! =)

Im really in class right now. Not payin attention cus she readin shit over and over again I already read to myself last night. Anyways ! We gon geta basketball court in our backyard at the house. Wsup baby !? Hahaha. Make like usher and letme ask you, "can you handle it ?" Hahah, toodles <3 bitch



The number one bitchass haters: DOUBLE A. Damn they really got hater marks all over they blogs about us huh wifey. But us ? We do things ina nice way. Corey, two can plaay that game. Even tho you're a bitchass assholee, we still love you ...sometimes.

Girls night out.

Didn't even really go as planned hahah. Tell me why that day was another busy ass day fa me. Damn, my fridays be fuckin me over ! Math class inda mornin for 3 hourssss. Went home to eat, went straight to work and even got off early got them bitches told me they was gona come early. But noooo ! Hahaha, fuckin filipinos. Always doin shit at they own time. Hahaha, issall good tho cus I got my daily nap outta the way (: the girls and I ate at cheesecake factory and had this dopeass server named Nicole tell us wsup about sac hiphop clubs, hahah. And then after chilled wid the "double A" niggas and they friends hahahaha. Hella funny (: yesterday, I had work inda morning and then came home and just lounged all day, cleanin, doin naails, and alla the goodshit. Baby came through to say bye to me before he went to rick's brother's baby "welcoming" or somethin hahaha. Why is everyone havin babies !? The fuck maaan. After that tho, I studied for my damn english midterm cus this fuckin teacher's givin us 70 vocab words to memorize and 3 chapters to study over. Whatevs tho. Stupid bitches trina ley and they friend came through to visit me at 1am !? Foreal ? Hahah. Funny ass shit tho. But it was whatevs (: todaaay, what else do I do on sundays ? Im gon be at work -_- alllll damn day. Brians comin through tonight too I think, ahhh. Hahah, enough wid my lifestories. All I gota say, I love my girls ! Im hella mad I didn't party last night tho, shit always happens when im not there.

Charlene Banzon.

This muthafuckin blog post is contributed to my muthafuckin wife charbeezybaby. My sweetass bitch wrote about me on hers ? This is gon be bout her. I don't give a damn if you nosey fucks readin my shit know her or naht, but les get started.

For one, this the only bitch that would seriously drive long distances to chill. Not every once ina while, every damn weekend (: well, lately. Shiet, iss nothin ! Not even to party my nigga, but to chill. Aint that a friend thooo, yesh it sho is. Naht someone thas always about the "hype" and alla that dumbshit that everybody else do, this bitch likes to chill, go out ta eat, exercise, nigga she likes to make bracelets and shit hahahahaha ! A friend. Not an associate. Im not the typa person to just hit my girls up outta random to be like, "where the party at !?" pshh hell nah, yehnnoe how we roll ? "When we goina eat on friday !" hahaha, yalready know a bitch likes to eat so what babygirl wants, babygirl gets. I stayyyy hungry ! MUTHAFUCKA ! She already know how I get down, ima the typa friend that may say someshit you don't like sometimes, tell you shit you needa hear not givina fuck if you like it naht. I say shit necessary by all means cus im the bitch to care. I meaaaan, I may be a bitch but I shoo do got alotta love. Trust that. But dzamn, iss funny to know some bitches can't stand the heat ! Bitch then git out my kitchen cus im cookin up somethin good ! Shiet. Im stubborn, straight up and really don't give a fuck bout whatta hater gota say. Ask me if I care, ask me in my face and you'll see how legit of an answer you'll get. Besbelieve it ! And the thing is, my wifey on the same level (: no matta what we go through, we come out every situation supa thick. Is you maaaad bitch !? Upgrade yourself, asap.

THROUGH THICK AND THIN.
So tell me why I hella just fell down my stairs. Haha, but iss all good cus im not a pregnant bitch so nobody was injured ! Im fuckin tired. Im hella hella juiced for april tho ! Hmmm, baby's spring break is comin up, he wants to go somewhere (: and then the friday before mines starts, im goin shnoowwwwboarddding (: and then the next weekend, me and my girls are goin ona ? ROAAAADTRIIIP BIIIIIITCH ! Me and wifey really makin shit happen. What is good !? (Chinese accent) "you wahhnt pawtee we make speshoo plan fo you" hahahahaha ! Wtfuck.

I got a fuckin math exam tomorrow :( and I got eng midterms next week. And my own muthafuckin boyfriend who's a damn "mathmatician" would rather cuddle than help me wid my work ! Whatta asshole. Hahaha, nah. I need to get this math shit down tho. But fuck, I hate math. I got my english exam results =) I got B. Yeee muthafuckin eeeee, bitch ! Hahaha. I needa quit fuckin around tho in my math class. I don't understand why im takina 5 unit class, thas one day a week, thas for THREE fuckin hours -_- fmlllll.

So anyways, for LA right. Im gon buy a swim suit right. And then me and the girl are gon go tan at the beach right. Hahahaha, and then we gon party [maybe] right. Iss gona be so much fun ! And then we gon hit up universal studios and alla that nice shit. I can't be spendin money, im triena do some muthafuckin damage in LA. Fuck, I gota pay my bills soon tho cus they comin up. Issall good tho. Im gettin this cheddah =)
Iss really been abouta month since I last updated this shit. Dzaaamn. But schoo and work, either or, thas whas been goin on. Fuckkk. Haha, OR im wid brian OR wid family OR in davis OR wid charwifey and the girls. Hahaha. Doin our weekly ritual and shit. Ever since my birthday too damnear everyweekend I see my mains. Love that shiettttt. BUT ANYWAYSSS. Damn, too bad I can't post any pictures while im doin this on my phone and shit. Whatever. I just been hella busy lately. Wid different ass shit. Triena keep up wid birthdays, work, schoo, HELLA schoowork and my girls. Baby and I almost broke up the day of our anniversary. MY STUBBORN ASS. But damn, one little phrase did it all, "I can't find it in my heart to let you go" :( dzaaamnnnnn. That shit made me melt it was sucha kodak moment.

Poor baby, I be puttin my man through hella shit ! But iss fadamnsure he love me through whatever ! And I love him no matter how many times I try to pick fights wid him. Hahaha, man tho. Im fucked up sometimes, I know my shit too. I like to argue iuno why, hahaha. Iss coo tho, I got too much love for him. Baby and I been good as fuck. Talkin bout when we first met (: when we first chilled (: when we first kissed (: and when we first ... (; HAHAHAHA anyways. Damn, and the stupid bitches that don't got they own lives. Triena fuck wid me but got they asses handed to them inda long run. Stupid bitches. But baby knows that he aint gon find no betta love. And thas quoteddd !

Aye tho, im hella excited for spring break. Snowboarding and goina LA ? Fuck mannn. Im gon end up broke cus I know ima be cashin out left and right on stupid shit. Nah naaaahhh. Ima needa budget. Wenta the club last friday. It was coo. Baby got off work early fa me to make sure no niggas got at his babygirl (: it was coo tho, to be inda city insteada sac. Shiet. Went wid alla the ucd girls. They get shit crackin (: "octaaviaaaa !" hahaha, love monica. I got midterms next week, so Ima end this here to study. Nightzaahhh !

I missed out on the dress memo. hahaha  =)
That daaaamn shirt )