Baby, its not every so often that I remind you over and over again how much I love you. I know I can be difficult, stubborn and hardheaded, but I know my silly ways, my funny faces and unlimited kisses and unconditional love makes you happy. "You are so WONDERFUL, to meeeee. You're everything I hoped for, you're eeeeeverything I need, you are so WONDERFUL, tooo meeee" Hahaha, and I know you like hearing my babywaby voice that makes your knees weak and lets you know ya girl gotchu thru everything no matter how old we grow together. I know I can be, winy and I complain alot. But no matter what, I know I have nothin to worry about cus I know you accept me, for me. You've seen me at my worst and seen alot of my best but regardless that never trespasses the visual of what you see deep down inside. Cus you know who I am and everything im about and what I stand for. You know everything about me baby. AND THAS WHY I WUUUV YOU.

Okay, now enough wid the lovey dovey. This aint no chris brown remix man. So its officially July, the month of surprises and the month where true summer festivities begin. I got alot planned this month. Exciting adventures, a new perspective on life, surprises for daaays, and a whole buncha otha goodies. And to be completely honest, I feel like I don't know where to start.

JUST TO GET THINGS CLEAR: As soon as people find out that Brian and I live together. Their first question is always the same, "How does it feel livin wid him?" this the time im gona take to speak out my inputs. First, its not like Brian and I decided to live together, it was kind of a last resort thing, but somehow it ended up workin out. I remember senior year we said that after highschoo we'd move out together, blah blah blah, but I mean, when you're in love like that, you dream of havin each other babies and shit too right. Hahaha, anyways. Livin wid my boyfriend is maaaad dope. Weell, idk bout otha people, but to me. Its cooooo. I think iss just cus Brian and I got good ass personalities and we "mesh" well wid eachother and we can accept eachother. Yeah, sometimes it gets hard cus I admit, we do have some differences, but its been about two months now and we love it. I wana say, it basically evens itself out since I'm barely ever home, im always at work and when I come, we eat together, sleep, wake up and im goin right back to work. But all in all, iss cooo. I mean, yeah we young. Yeah we got our own hobbies and do shit differently sometimes, but we both got to that stage where we can compromise like iss nothin. I can understand him and he can understand me.

Its wierd tho cus this is the first summer we're spendin together. We met inda middle of summer 07. We were broken up summer 08. But this year, we got it on lock.

Okay, enough rambling. Mmm, last friday, I went out to vallejo and chilled wid Jeralene cus the bitch had nothin to do that day, so I basically took over hers (: hahaha. Her moms was goin super bad on her that day for some reason so she just wanted to cut turf and we did. Went to craaackin ass Country Creamery, duhhh. Went to sextap (Tapex) for the draaank. And then went to the Fairfield mall cus I aint been there in forever and iss still the same boring ass bop central mall. Hahaha, so yalready know we left right when we got there, literally. Mmm, headed out to Vacaville cus Claudine's boyfriend planned up a surprise dinner for her, AWWWW ! Aint that shit hella cute. For hella long there was only 5 of us there and the waiter was waiting for dumbass long. I got kinda worried for a sec cus I thot it was only gona be us, but like 10 minutes before Claw and her bf came, more people showed up so it was cooooo. We ended up eatin on the outside patio of TGIF, cus it was dooope.

I felt hella bad cus my 08loves kept triena hit me up to come through and I took forever to get there. But I ended up goin still ! (: fucked wid like 2 shots but didn't wana do too much cus I still had to take jerahoe home. My girl jem had a good ass night tho ! Muahah. It was kinda awkward this time tho cus it was wid the Circle boys from the 06 class. RANDOM AS FUCK RIGHT !? But it was cooo. Mmm, I ended up leaving at midnight, but I got home like around 2ish ? Felt bad as fuck cus Brian was waiting up for me (: cutesy asss. But altogether, it was a cooo 707 trip.

At work iss a little hectic tho cus hella shit keeps comin up and im helpin wid all these different activities for the employees and take care of managin the store and almost ... EVERYTHING. There are only 3 main managers. Me, the Operations Manager. The Assistant manager and then the General Manager. There's like one Supervisor and the rest are Specialists. And outta everyone in leadership, im the youngest. But inda end, every penny is worth it, I LOVE MY JOB. For now. Hahah, I will NOT make it my career. Alright, so I think thas a good enough update for you guys. I WUV YOUUUUUU <3 !
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