i swear people tend to think that being independent is a good thing, but honestly, IT'S FUCKIN STRESSFUL. it's always good to have that extra support but people should know not to take support for granted. and to end that note, im stressin. and stressing hard. i've been keepin so much shit to myself for the past couple days. about how i've been seriously stressing. i'm almost 19 and i'm in this situation where it's like "i dont know what the fuck i'm doing wrong" i need to SERIOUSLY, SERIOUSLY. stop messing around. and keep focus like i've been doing.

cus a year from now, i dont wana be in this situation. i NEED a good blessing right now, more than anything ;(