I've hit rock bottom.

bestfriend (12:26:16 AM): sometimes fate puts you through the worst circumstances so that later, when you reach your best, you will appreciate life. you must remember, that in the face of adversity, you must remain strong and push through it without losing your head. if you keep your head in the game, you will never loes.
bestfriend (12:26:19 AM): lose*
KHRISTEEZYYY (12:26:55 AM): ;(
bestfriend (12:28:23 AM): although you're going through so much right now, don't forget, you are luckier than many. you have your health. you have you friends. you have your love. you have your education, dreams, and future ahead of you.
bestfriend (12:28:51 AM): with all this, you're never going to fall. you only reach low points, and then shoot right back up toward high points

damn i got the best bestfriend. After this, i dont know if i could ever go back to how it used to be. family struggles... :( but then now i've hit rock bottom. this struggles gona get harder and harder. Its alright cus i know gods got his eyes on me. keeping me strong. focusing harder. more motivated. more determined. wid a bigger dream. and especially with an ability to appreciate life so much more than i already do.